January 2008 Archives
OK, a friend has visited, and after they leave you notice they have put a new roll of TP on the bathroom holder. That's nice, you think to yourself.
Then you notice: It is on BACKWARDS!
Do you:
Not even notice such things?
Do nothing?
Take it out and turn it around?
Find that taking it out has left it lumpy and unround, so take it out again and discard it and install new roll?
Do nothing, but every time you use TP you seethe with fury. However the next time you change it, you put it on backwards again, just to show yourself that you can be flexible, it is not a big deal, doesn't really matter to me, la dee da... But the NEXT time you put it on correctly, and are toying with the idea of putting the spare TP into a locked cabinet, so the whole messy affair doesn't get repeated?
Put a little diagram next to the holder, detailing the correct method of mounting?
Remove the TP holder altogether and put the roll on the nearby cabinet?
Draw an outline with magic marker where the TP is to be placed?
Decide that the magic marker looks tacky and put down a doily with double stick tape?
Write on the doily with magic marker explaining that the TP is to be placed there?
Decide to poll your friends, and spend an hour crafting a note to them?
Realize you only have one friend who will understand the problem?
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OK, a friend has visited, and after they leave you notice they have put a new roll of TP on the bathroom holder. That's nice, you think to yourself.
Then you notice: It is on BACKWARDS!
Do you:
Not even notice such things?
Do nothing?
Take it out and turn it around?
Find that taking it out has left it lumpy and unround, so take it out again and discard it and install new roll?
Do nothing, but every time you use TP you seethe with fury. However the next time you change it, you put it on backwards again, just to show yourself that you can be flexible, it is not a big deal, doesn't really matter to me, la dee da... But the NEXT time you put it on correctly, and are toying with the idea of putting the spare TP into a locked cabinet, so the whole messy affair doesn't get repeated?
Put a little diagram next to the holder, detailing the correct method of mounting?
Remove the TP holder altogether and put the roll on the nearby cabinet?
Draw an outline with magic marker where the TP is to be placed?
Decide that the magic marker looks tacky and put down a doily with double stick tape?
Write on the doily with magic marker explaining that the TP is to be placed there?
Decide to poll your friends, and spend an hour crafting a note to them?
Realize you only have one friend who will understand the problem?
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I get no response
except being ignored.
Attempts to interact
are rebuked.
If you were to open my lid
You would see i am empty
But the suction of the vacuum
Keeps the lid on.
This vacuum pulls at my walls
The sensation is the turmoil of a black hole
bits flying chaotically
before disappearing.
Where was i
when i should have been filling up?
already full
of stress.
I am already dead
these movements are
only twitches and spasms.
I am death's rattle.
I am trying to collapse
into the black hole
of my heart
and disappear
copyright 2007 Deborah Bolle
Last night i dreamed i was at a group function with 16 or 20 peeps. big kinda dark place, suddenly we were to pair up and swap clothes. we were all a little surprised - swap underwear too??? Yes, this was an exercise about putting yourself in another's place and seeing their points of views. Pretty strange.
shades of being last picked for dodge ball. i could find no one not paired, and finally raised my hand and called out. the only person unpaired was a sour looking woman. she didn't want to swap underwear, and disappeared. Other folks played with little stickers they put on their hands and had fun.
